2013-02-16 - 9:02 p.m.

Fidgety and unapologetic. Feel possessed by a wiser source. And what now to do with this weird energy?

What I crave is sleep. What I receive is unrest, discontent. What I receive is a mind diseased with buzzing awareness, with the inability to stay asleep.

It didn't used to matter before, but lately it strangely does. Lately, my brain is a fuzz unless things go just right. And they seldom do.